i want you to tell me a lie

i know you for sure

i don't normally write this way

sometimes i start on the right

and when it seems right

i move on

and know that in the middle of the screen

lies a different way to be seen

but to try to write like this

kinda takes it out of the words

gives an image as free as a bird

but like i said

things have to change the way they seem

i was thinking of dying alone waiting for an opera singer

but it didn't bother me because i might not wind up alone

i was waiting being told what to do

and all this time it was waiting for you

what controls the queens jester

joker

can't remember the word

we'll come back to this

because i have a joke

just a scientest

to his lover

he stays scilent

i wonder whats in his mind

none at all

and i wonder where he is

i've been expermenting with homosexuality poetry for some reason. i have a sick obsession over a girl who is famous and i started thinking all sorts of things including the fact that they are infact a guy and i never knew they made such a pretty girl.

i also have started dealing with centering wich is an entirly too computer i mean when you write down stuff on paper to center it you would have to know the appropriate line length of each line before putting it down so it might not be a first draft but would be impressive if is i would like to see some of that oh well.

i'm back to newgrounds going to try to dig up a fun time found the blog and started getting to work i needed a place to type and this will do just fine. i have to get out of some old habits from the last place i was at. i will be putting up all my comics that i have saved on the computer. 4 at a time every day until they are all up and there are a lot of them.

found thinking too hard

let go

for an easy life

maybe i should of figured it out

a little more

little red riding hood

where are you in my dreams

i need you

and you have a place to go

in my arms

where i can love you

so don't mind the mind mining i'm just taking

everything device

she's gonna eat me oh god lord i can't wait

to have those teeth sink in

like a zombie love for the brain

gonna get me in

gotta find a fetish that dosn't fit

but i'm still human

says the robot

turn it on

i started thinking that time was running out

that i didn't have a perfect time

i was laughing

but i could feel the tears

so alone

but time to expirence

something different

and with that i was out the door

holding my noes

blood coming out

and i was looking at him like i could

come over one morning

and then again it wasn't the girl i was thinking about

but i felt the feelings and didn't that matter

now i'm gay huh

well isn't that a feeling

well what was the point

of being atheist

for a minute i was sure

and i couldn't have been convinced

who wants to sit here

and wait for the time to go

when imaginary can shreik away

are you going to be selling him a pimp

couldn't be there today

and are you thinking of me again

asks dup on the side

i smile and slide away

you know your a cat and cats can't talk

it's illigal because if we heard we would know all

and as the universe exploded into stars

i wondered where it all begin

but the story still remained

as the mind drifts back to understanding that it is a stalker. yes i woke up i realized i was skitsophrenic and having conversations with celebs and was going to stalk them down so i could make love to them . oh baby don't start on what we have here in the mind lets not trash the rash thinking before we leave the friendship

i'm beating off every day and i can't stop what happened to me i feel like i know i can have sex because i can still come but i'm starting to have my doubts if thats' not true then i'm waisting my time

come around latch on and get married hiss

i'm so popular in my mind

maybe

cloth hates anime and video games

she is totatly aginst my weebness

but as i write this i start to realize

that she will probably forget this

it seems that i was told that i might be attractive as a weeb

but i didn't know what that meant

and i still don't so i don't worry about a thing

i'm already over reacting but don't worry

if i don't slow i won't hit the bump

and i wasn't worried for the first time until

time got wasted thinking about others

i guess i could have but i could die thinking this

so what was i to worry about

there had to be a reason they couldn't come close to me

baby

was it all just the remains

you could hold on

for a while and for now

so why wait

when were all together

the coven calls

and i know they can't hear

me crying but i couldn't consider

games as history

as everyone was eaten by spiders

and when the world ended

and everyone seemed like it would be good